The Red Pill

There are very few films that I can say with any certainty that changed my life, The Matrix is one of those films. I was sixteen when The Matrix came out in May of 1999, at the same time as Star Wars Episode One: The Phantom Menace. I didn’t actually get to see The Matrix in the theater because I was a lame person back then and I only had money to see one film, so obviously, I went to see Star Wars. It didn’t take the internet long to react to the Matrix though and as soon as it was on video, I was all over it. I even managed to talk my local video store into giving me the movie promo poster when they were done with it; I still have it framed on my wall today.

It was the first film I actually read the screenplay for and I used to have the Matrix code as my screensaver for years. When the second and third films came out, I was there opening night for both. I remember that I cried the first time I watched Trinity die. Her death in the story took me by surprise because I desperately wanted her and Neo to have a happy ending after all they had been through.

More than enough articles, books, and Masters thesis papers have been written about the Matrix in the last 19 years. Since the films have so much philosophy and classic storytelling aspects in them, they make for the perfect case study. Moreover, the films were groundbreaking in their development of new filming techniques and technology. You can see elements of the Matrix films in every film that came out from 1999 onward. From the development of the bullet time camera to the rigs used in the fighting sequences, you can see their use in films like Lord of the Rings, the Underworld series, and Avatar – a groundbreaking film in its own right.

The story of the Matrix is a perfect example Joseph Campbell’s analysis of the “Hero’s Journey”. You have Thomas Anderson, who by day is your average Joe working in a tech company but by night, he’s an elite hacker going by the name of Neo, dispensing codes and information out to the highest bidder. Already, you have a character who is setup to go on an adventure and ready to break the rules. Enter the mysterious white rabbit, Trinity, who leads Neo to exactly who he’s been looking for, Morpheus, and the answer to the question: What is the Matrix?

Not only does Neo find out what the Matrix is, he finds out he’s the “Chosen One” and he’s going to save what’s left of humanity from their persecution from the AI Machines. Neo does not believe this is true, he goes so far as to seek answers from an Oracle to confirm that he is not “The One”. After nearly losing all of his friends and mentor, Neo accepts that he is “The One” and saves Morpheus and himself.

Eventually, Neo’s journey leads him to not only saving humanity for the machines but the machines from one of their own, Agent Smith, who became a copy virus which nearly destroyed the Matrix but also 01, the capital city of the machines. Had Agent Smith continued to expand, he would have taken over all of machines and destroyed the world. All that would have been left would have been Agent Smith and even then he would have died because he would not have had an energy source because he would have killed all of the humans in the process.

The deeper philosophies of the film were lost on my as a teenager, I was too wrapped up in the basic plot. Even now, I can’t tell you exactly what it was the drew me into the story. I know it wasn’t the love story or the hero’s journey. It might have been the puzzle of how the machines were able to exert so much control over the humans or all the questions the first film left initially unanswered. Eventually, with the release of the Animatrix as a precursor to the follow up films, Matrix Reloaded and Matrix Revolutions, I finally learned the history behind the war between the machines and humans and how humans eventually became the subjects of the machines.

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The Matrix is a warning of what we could end up doing to ourselves if we don’t take better care of ourselves, each other, our world, and our eventual development of artificial intelligence. I have no doubt that humans will one day give birth to artificial intelligence and we will have to face the question of what it means to be real, to be alive. We have already become so dependent on mechanization, it’s not so far of a reach to develop a new “slave labor” force out of machines. After that, it’s just a slippery slope to the world of Blade Runner and self-aware artificial organisms.

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“You take the blue pill—the story ends, you wake up in your bed and believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill—you stay in Wonderland, and I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes. Remember: all I’m offering is the truth.” – Morpheus

In my university philosophy class, my professor announced to the room, “By taking this class, you are choosing to take the Red Pill”. Those words have stuck with me because I actually think by going to University, I was choosing the Red Pill because once my eyes were open to the realities of our society, they could not be closed again. Even if I wanted to try to feign ignorance of my knowledge of how our society functions and just “go with it”, I can’t. I have been rebelling against the machine that is modern western society since I took my first step into the university.

Everyone, at some level is given the choice to “wake up” or willfully continue to stay asleep to the truth of our reality, our society, and the greater workings of the universe. There’s lots of things that have been developed to keep us asleep; things like the media, consumerism, and distractions like Facebook or video games. They are all there to keep you from realizing your full potential and keep you separated from others. Even the internet, what could be used as a place to free our minds is being used to trap us and control us further.

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The Matrix itself is a metaphor for the illusion of our world. If our minds were jacked into a sophisticated interactive virtual environment like that of the Matrix, we too would not know the difference between real and virtual. In a similar view, the ‘real’ is also an illusion created by our minds and in some spiritualities, we can transcend this reality to see the universe for what it truly is – energy.

If you want a real world example of the Matrix, the internet is a good place to start. With unlimited access to basically any information you want or could ever want to know, we should be able to use that for the benefit of all humanity. Instead, it’s being used to spy on other nations, influence the out come of major democratic events such as the US election and Brexit. More over, it’s being used to create new world markets and currencies which should in theory be a benefit for the economy but in reality, it’s causing new black markets to pop up and off set the value of what should be more stable currencies. More over, mobile devices and access to the internet pretty much from anywhere is creating a dependency on this information to the point where it becomes impossible to work without it.

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Spoon boy: Do not try and bend the spoon. That’s impossible. Instead… only try to realize the truth.
Neo: What truth?
Spoon boy: There is no spoon.
Neo: There is no spoon?
Spoon boy: Then you’ll see, that it is not the spoon that bends, it is only yourself.

It really wasn’t until after I had finished up my yoga teacher training that I really got the concept of “There is no spoon,” and its significance in regards to transcendence. A simple statement yet incredibly profound. To break it down to its most simplest core, there is no spoon, there is no body – everything is just energy, matter, and density. You are the witness and everything around us is an illusion. There is no spoon and the Matrix isn’t real. This always made me wonder if the “real world” in the films was actually real or if Neo was actually real or is he just another construct?

The films ended with me wondering how things are going to proceed now that the war between machines and humanity is over, or at least paused. Zak Penn, the writer behind the screenplay for Ready Player One and co-writer of The Avengers, announced that he’s in works with Warner Bros to create a new story to add to The Matrix saga. I am a little nervous about this since it’s not going to be worked on by the Wachowskis. I genuinely feel like Penn will not be able to do it justice simply because he’s not one of the original creators and doesn’t have the same philosophical mind that they have. While he’s good at what he does, I don’t think he’s going to have the depth that The Matrix deserves. It’s not about what actors you pick or the technology your invent, it’s about the play between the deeper message and storytelling.

Will I go see a continuation of The Matrix? If it has Keanu Reeves, Laurence Fishburne, or Carrie-Anne Moss in it – yes, yes, I will go see it. Because, if it has any of those actors in it, the story continues and maybe I will get my happy ending after all.

When You Can’t Breathe

I haven’t written about yoga or meditation in a long time, not since before I shutdown my old yoga website and moved it over to claradmunro.com. To start things off, I haven’t been doing a lot of yoga or meditation lately. For whatever reason, I just can’t seem to get down onto my mat. This weekend, I had been hoping to start up my practice again and of course, I got sick. Not the kind of sick where you toss your cookies, no, the head cold kind of sick where your throat burns like it’s being stabbed with a thousand knives. Then your system clogs right up and then you can’t breathe.

When you can’t breathe, you get light headed because your brain isn’t getting the oxygen it needs to sustain itself. For someone who is a deep breather like myself, I find that I can barely concentrate when I can’t breathe properly. Point of fact, I can’t do much of anything when I can’t breathe properly. This is why I would rather death with a flu than a head cold any day of the week.

So, instead of taking some time to work on my yoga and meditation practice this weekend, I started doing some research and inspiration seeking. I found a website called Annapurna Living – which is partially run by the Kundalini practitioner, Carrie-Anne Moss (you might remember her from such epic films like The Matrix). BC born, Burnaby home-girl, Carrie-Anne Moss created Annapurna Living as a way for her to share her Kundalini teachings and help other mothers bring balance back into their personal lives and families.

I come from a Kripalu background, which is a Tantric/Kundalini tradition but not labeled exclusively Kundalini. Kripalu and Kundalini are both what are called “House holder” traditions and have been modified for our current age to allow these ancient practices to be accessible to everyone. The basics of yoga and meditation are not hard to do and with a little shifting in mindset I should be able to incorporate them into my daily lifestyle. I learned how to do this during my yoga teacher training but I didn’t put it into daily practice.

I made a pretty big mistake when I was doing my yoga teacher training, I got into a relationship with another person. That relationship moved way too fast, way too soon. All the while, I was doing the deeply personal work during my training and I barely had enough space for myself, let alone take on someone else’s work. I didn’t know how to handle myself and thus, I couldn’t handle his stuff too. The truth of the matter is, I wasn’t ready to be the supporting kind of person my partner needed me to be and he wasn’t ready to be the supportive person I needed him to be. I can admit now that the whole relationship was just wrong and it brought back into focus how much I don’t know how to deal with personal relationships in long term and how much work I need to do on myself.

To come back to Annapurna Living for a moment, I have been watching some of the back videos on their YouTube page and there was a video on Having Empathy for Those Who Hurt Us.

I wish that I had watched this video a year or two ago when things were starting to boil up for me in regards to feeling like I was being taken advantage of during my relationship. Not that I think my relationship would have ended up in any other way other than the way it did because we just were not meant to be together. After the relationship ended, so the did the friendship. He doesn’t talk to me anymore and I haven’t made the effort to speak to him. I kept my distance from him because I didn’t want to continue the behavior of care-taking that I had been doing during our time together.

What I have taken from that learning experience, I have brought forward into my living arrangements with my roommate. I have stopped expecting anything of her. I take care of place I live in because I want to, not because I expect her to do the same kind of work that I do. She is not me and I can’t hold her to my level of expectations for myself. We have reached a balance in our living relationship as a result of that switch in my mindset. I like that place we are in right now and I want to continue to live there. I also want our place to be clean and open for visitors. With three hairy pets, I know that means cleaning the floors and furniture a little more often than once a month or even once a day.

Checking my expectations at the door when I enter into any conversation or interaction with other people is challenging. Even checking expectations of myself is hard enough. Learning that expectations are just another way we cause ourselves suffering has been a brutal lesson and my ego certainly hasn’t enjoyed learning it. Yoga isn’t just about the physical practice of the asana, it’s about bringing the principles into your everyday life that you can breathe with ease. Letting go of attachments to things like expectations is part of my everyday yoga practice. Go figure that it was a case of not being able to breathe due to illness that brought me the realization I needed to more forward with other aspects of my life.

~Clara

RCMP Career Update

I had my recruitment meeting today. The two recruitment officers were both women which I felt was good for me to hear about their experiences over the last 15-20 years in the RCMP.

Good news, I don’t have to to the exam because I have my degree. Bad news, the application process takes a full year to complete after you have put in your application.

I also don’t have to do the PARE until after I have finished cadet training, which takes 26 weeks to complete. I will need to still bring myself up to a more healthy standard. Now that I know it’s going to take a year to complete the application, I have time to do that. I will just keep on my current regiment of gym activity and keep increasing it over the next few months. I don’t think I will need a personal trainer to do that but I may take a practice exam just to see if I am close to the PARE level before I get into it. Now where am I going to find a 100 lbs bag to carry around?

I will need to study for the aptitude test and get ready for it. There’s also a polygraph test, which is both cool and scary. There’s a few other things that I will have to do as well but it’s all part of the application process.

This is all feeling very real now and I am glad that I went to the recruitment meeting today. The room was packed with people and most of them were women. I was glad to not be the only woman there. I gained a lot of personal insight as to what my life will be like in the RCMP and to be honest, I am pretty excited about it. It’s going to be a major change in my life but if I don’t do it now, I won’t do it at all.

 

Down the Reddit Rabbit Hole

I have been resisting creating a Reddit account for a few years now because I am one of those people who has a tendency to “Follow the White Rabbit” all the way down the hole of the internet. I cannot tell you how many days of my life I have lost to following links on Wikipedia alone.

I recently came to the conclusion that browser and Pinterest searches only end up yielding the same results time and time again. I decided it was time to give Reddit a try and holy hell, I think I am in love, I mean, as much as one can be in love with a web forum.

I have been keeping my interests specific for the time being. There’s a project that I have been working on for a few months now that I have not talked about to anyone. It’s sort of a pet project that I hope to build up some more content for before I start sharing it. I don’t want to give anything away about it yet.

Yes, I am still working on my career path towards joining the RCMP but I am one of those people who needs a creative outlet. Blogging only takes me so far when it comes to stretching my writing legs. After completing the NaNoWriMo project last November, I built up enough confidence that I can follow a writing project through to the end.

What I am working on will be a multimedia project that will include writing, photography, music, and maybe even film. The end goal of the project is to create a multilevel experience. I have even been playing with the idea of building a mobile app to go along with it. I found a great MIT site that makes it easy to learn to code. I have also been doing some research for it on Reddit and have picked some specific subcategories that are related to the theme/setting of the project.

I can give you a hint as to what I am working on. The inspiration for is coming from authors like George Orwell, Ray Bradbury, Robert A. Heinlein, Philip K. Dick, William Gibson, and Isaac Asimov. Also, I have already begun to publish it on a top secret website under a nom de plume. So hiding somewhere on the internet is this pet project.

I will have more on this as soon as I feel that there is something worth sharing.

On the Blade Runner Films

I finally got around to watching both the original Blade Runner and the new Blade Runner: 2049 films back to back. It had been years since I watched Blade Runner and seeing it cleaned up on a HD screen was a much better experience. It was just as gritty as I remembered it but somehow I understood the story better.

After reading Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep by Philip K. Dick, it was hard for me to see who the two stories were cohesive with one another. The only thing they have in common is the question of what does is mean to be real? Deckard has a great line in the new film when asked if the wolf is real, he says, “I don’t know, ask him.”

The new film has the same style as the first both visually and musically. I know that it’s not normal to keep with the same level of design for sequels but for Blade Runner: 2049 it really worked to just have a few graphic improvements but keep with the gritty post apocalyptic-cyberpunk feel.

I am not a movie snob by any means, I like what I like and that’s all that really matters to me. It’s not about what is most artistic, best written, best acting, or what other people think. Very rarely, will I watch a film that I don’t think that I will like. I can normally tell within the first five minutes of a movie if I will like it or not. I don’t like slow dramas, if I want drama, I will watch a TV series.

Both Blade Runner films have good pacing. The newer one is much longer but somehow it still works. There might be a few scenes where the main character, K, is staring at his hand for way too long but it still works.

The ending to the new one was a bit abrupt, leaving it open for a follow up film. I kind of hope that’s what the plan is. At least with the original, it had a good ending that wrapped everything up. This one left it open for some kind of epic battle to take place in the future between the replicants and the humans.

Career Planning: Part III

I had a successful meeting with the academic planner at the Okanagan College a couple of weeks back. There was good news and bad news though. The bad news was that none of the courses I took are eligible for transfer to the Okanagan College (lame). The good news is that I don’t actually need to go back to school to apply at the RCMP or other police forces.

I have a new plan of action as a result of this information:

  1. Increase physical fitness to pass the PARE test
  2. Study for the entrance exam
  3. Attend the recruiter meetings for RCMP
  4. Do the practice exams
  5. Do the practice PARE tests
  6. Apply at RCMP

The time scale for this is to apply by no later than next year. Ideally, I would like to start as soon as possible but I know that I need a great deal of physical training in order to prepare for this.

The academic advisor recommended that I get accepted to the police force first then use opportunities with the force to go back to school to upgrade. I think it is a brilliant idea. I still want to take criminology studies and there’s opportunities to take courses online through Thompson River University.

So, I am going “back to school” right away but it’s a school of my own curriculum. I have a study guide for the written exam and I might be hiring a personal trainer for the PARE exam. I will have to weigh that out as a trainer is costly. For the most part, I know what I need to do and I have friends who have offered to help me train (bonus for them because they get to train too). I am currently doing my own 12 week plan for increasing my fitness level.

I have not ruled out taking a few courses up at UBC-O though. I am currently enrolled as an “unclassified student”, which means that I can register for regular classes after all the current undergrads have registered for theirs. I am looking at taking some sociology and psychology courses that fit in with criminology studies. If I have not made any significant advancements in applying to the RCMP, then I will take one or two classes from UBC-O and just juggle my work schedule around them.

I have to say thank you to everyone who has been supportive of my plans to return to school and apply at the RCMP. For some, it was a surprise that I would be making this dramatic of a career change and I understand that. Those of you who have known me the longest weren’t all that surprised more like, about time!

I feel good about my future plans and to be honest, I like having a plan. For the last few years, I haven’t had any long term plans about my life and working career. I had some financial plans which I have managed to complete. The only thing that I feel a little apprehensive about is my age. While I know that thirty five is not that old, I still feel like I am a little late coming to the game. I had never planned on making a career out of working in the tech or gaming industry, I don’t have a passion for it.

My goals in life are not based around making money, buying a house, or getting married. I have always been driven by creativity, learning, and discovery. Jobs that offer those are few and far between. Working in law enforcement isn’t about catching criminals, it’s about upholding the laws of the nation I live in. There’s a deeper root to the job than making money and that’s what is appealing to me. I only wish I could start tomorrow.

Failure to Disengage

I failed.

A week or so ago, I posted that I’d had enough of Facebook and its bullshit and disabled my account. I still have had enough but it took about a week of being disconnected from Facebook before I found myself needing to log into it for one reason or another. I have managed to keep the application off of all of my devices and I don’t log into the page from home.

What I have been doing, is removing all of my information from the site, piece by piece. I have taken off nearly all of my photographs and picture posts since 2007. I have been slowly removing all of my posts, one day at a time. Everytime, I remove a post I get this freeing feeling, like I am somehow liberating myself from the Facebook Matrix.

I honestly didn’t think that unloading myself from Facebook was going to be this challenging. I thought that I could just delete my account and be done with it but they don’t allow you to do that. You have to wait 30 days and even then, any interactions you have one the service in the last eleven years is saved and then it can be sold.

The true value in any social media is not providing connected services to the user but in selling their personal information to businesses and governments. Now, I have known that this was the case for a long time. However, now I am seeing my information being used to manipulate voters during high profile elections and referendums and it makes me sick. I know that propaganda is a tool of any state craft and it is not illegal to participate in it but I hate knowing that the majority of voters don’t even realize when they are being manipulated.

That all being said, the following is from the Terms & Conditions of Facebook regarding content:

Sharing Your Content and Information

You own all of the content and information you post on Facebook, and you can control how it is shared through your privacy and application settings. In addition:

  1. For content that is covered by intellectual property rights, like photos and videos (IP content), you specifically give us the following permission, subject to your privacy and application settings: you grant us a non-exclusive, transferable, sub-licensable, royalty-free, worldwide license to use any IP content that you post on or in connection with Facebook (IP License). This IP License ends when you delete your IP content or your account unless your content has been shared with others, and they have not deleted it.
  2. When you delete IP content, it is deleted in a manner similar to emptying the recycle bin on a computer. However, you understand that removed content may persist in backup copies for a reasonable period of time (but will not be available to others).
  3. When you use an application, the application may ask for your permission to access your content and information as well as content and information that others have shared with you.  We require applications to respect your privacy, and your agreement with that application will control how the application can use, store, and transfer that content and information. (To learn more about Platform, including how you can control what information other people may share with applications, read our Data Policy and Platform Page.)
  4. When you publish content or information using the Public setting, it means that you are allowing everyone, including people off of Facebook, to access and use that information, and to associate it with you (i.e., your name and profile picture).
  5. We always appreciate your feedback or other suggestions about Facebook, but you understand that we may use your feedback or suggestions without any obligation to compensate you for them (just as you have no obligation to offer them).

By removing my content from Facebook, I am revoking their ability to use any of it. Now, I have set up a Facebook Page for my blog to share my Instagram and blog posts on. I will no longer be sharing any content on my personal Facebook page. I have locked down all of the current posts to private and thus they are removed from public access or Facebook’s ability to use any of the information.

I won’t be using Facebook to look at the Wall anytime soon. These days, I only keep tabs on the people I follow on Instagram because I get far less ads on it and I see the posts that I want to. I don’t see a maddening amount of memes anymore or what every Tom, Dick, and Harry is “Liking”. I will continue to be active in my Facebook groups though, at least the ones that matter to me. If a new group like platform emerges that has similar feature to it, then I might switch over to that.

I can’t be holier-than-thou about the whole leaving Facebook thing, I know that my desire to throw it out of my life comes from a never ending frustration from the hurt it manages to cause people, not to mention how addicting it can be. Even Instagram has a bit of addictiveness to it in its heart feature and comments. It’s that constant need for outside approval that leads to a false sense of gratification. It’s similar to the high you get from getting off to porn by giving you the illusion of personal connection without actually having to socialize. No wonder our social anxiety rates are skyrocketing.

I will report that everyday that I spend away from Facebook I feel better about myself, I am less stressed about what others think of me, and I am more focused on other aspects of my life. Even reducing my time on the product has made me feel better about life. Let’s just say, if Facebook imploded tomorrow, I wouldn’t care.

Getting Down to the Nitty Gritty

It’s almost incomprehensible how much work I have ahead of me in applying to the RCMP. I have been going over the application process and there’s so much more involved than I had even imagined previously. First off, the screening process alone is intensive and then there’s the aptitude testing and physical requirements.

I imagine that if my whole life had been based around getting ready for this, I would have a much easier time of it. There’s a ton of resources available on the RCMP website in regards to what I need to know in order to apply. Whoever has been building up this site has done a pretty good job of making the process transparent. As of right now, I am not %100 sure that I have all the it takes to be an RCMP officer but I have some pretty good ideas on how I can get myself there. I think that I will start with the application process, at the very worst, I find out what I am currently lacking and at best, I get to start in on training right away.

Back up to this, would be attending school in the new year with the Okanagan College for the criminology and social justice program. All the while, keep up with my physical fitness training and then try applying again the following year with the RCMP. There’s about a six month application process for getting into the RCMP and it doesn’t cost me anything to try.

If I do manage to make it into the RCMP, I will be the first one in my family to have gone into law enforcement. From a clan that became famous for setting up the Black Watch in Scotland, it seems only natural that eventually, someone would want to return to those roots. I always have had an overdeveloped sense of justice and a firm believe in the rule of law. Not that I think those laws could stand a little changing now and then. Laws themselves are often political in nature and it’s up to the people to decide when it’s time to change those laws. Officers just need to make sure that while they are in action, the laws are enforced.

There are some opportunities to work with the RCMP in a civilian capacity that I am looking into. All of them would require me to move someplace remote. While not ideal, I can see myself doing that. There’s a telecommunications training opportunity that looks promising. Not to mention, I already have ten years of experience in the field.

In the meantime, I am using my current gym membership time to get ready for the Physical Abilities Requirement Evaluation (PARE). They have a great outline of how to train for PARE on the RCMP website.

I am currently working on strengthening my right hamstring which was weakened from an injury in 2013. It’s only been two weeks and I already notice a big change in my leg. I need to work up to being able to run for 60 minutes a week. Right now, I am spending time on the electric bike and the elliptical machine. It’s my plan to alternate between days at the gym and yoga at home.

I have a feeling that my yoga training is going to be a big help in a career in law enforcement. While I may never see a return income directly for my training, I think that the valuable content that I learned in both regards to mental and physical health. It may even be more beneficial than my degree.

Clara D Munro

Deactivating Facebook

The time has come to deactivate my Facebook account. After the recent whistleblower and the amount of advertising I have been seeing, I rarely see anything positive being shared on Facebook anymore. I might have grown beyond the uses of Facebook and perhaps shortly following, Instagram.

I realize that many of my contacts, both family and friends, are on Facebook but I have decided that if they truly need to contact me, they can do it through phone, text, or email. I have also left it open for access to the Messenger app on my phone. I realize that 90% of my contacts were on the Messenger app and it makes sense to keep that. I didn’t make any kind of dramatic announcement on Facebook about it, I just decided enough was enough and closed the account.

After 30 days, all of my information will be gone from the account and unless Facebook starts putting up some stronger personal information protections, I will not be rejoining it. I doubt at this point that I will even after that. Too many years of bad experiences has left the platform with a bad taste in my mouth.

I have a feeling that more and more people will be doing exactly that I have done and removed themselves from Facebook. It’s been a dying platform for a long time now. If more scandals and breaches of privacy show up, you will likely see more people cutting their losses with the service.

I am testing out a new kind of social media, Vero, which will be using a subscription basis for their platform. Currently, I use a subscription to watch movies/TV online and stream music, so it’s not much of a leap for me looking to try that same model for social media. I have no idea if this platform will take off but if it does, it might just be what our future needs. I recommend that you try the app out to see if you like it. You can look me up at Clara D. Munro.

https://www.vero.co/

Back on Campus

I made my way back up to my old university campus today. It was the first time I had been back there since my graduation in 2008. I had an enlightening conversation with an academic adviser about my previous degree and my plans for going into law enforcement. I also picked up my alumni card and updated my campus login information.

I was able to review both my high school and university transcripts. They paint an interesting picture about my academic career. I did not recall graduating high school with honors, so that was a nice surprise. Those marks are so good, that I could apply to pretty much any university in the country on them alone.

The first part of my university transcript reflects that stellar academic record but the second half, well, let’s just say I was going through some serious young adult shit at the time. I even had an entire class that I forgot to go to. I mean, that’s the kind of nightmares people have about school but me, I actually did it. I should be horrified that I managed to screw up a perfectly good transcript but it’s been ten years, what the fuck am I going to do about it now? The adviser says that I only need to get ten more credits in 300 or 400 level courses to make up for those marks. Which is good because I found out that I am eligible to take 3rd and 4th years psychology and sociology courses.

I have one more academic adviser meeting at the Okanagan College regarding the criminology and social justice diploma program. After taking a look at my old OUC transcript, I have a good portion of the first and second semester sociology, psychology, and English requirements completed. I just hope that the credits are transferable. It would be nice not to have to redo any of those courses. Mind you, it wouldn’t be so bad to have a refresher in both sociology and psychology.

The best part of the conversation was finding out about a contact with the RCMP recruiter and advise on how to find out what they are looking for. I may not need to actually go back to school because my previous degree might be enough when combined with my current work experience. While I have the option to return to school, I may not need to if I happen to have what the RCMP are looking for right now. Any if I don’t, I have an action plan to get there. Either way, I win.